I'm beginning to realise that outside of one person (who's currently never free) I don't feel comfortable talking to anyone about my personal issues. I feel like I'll be bothering them no matter what I do.
I'm currently at a sort of high-and-low part of my life. I feel terribly ineloquent (and I wasn't much of a wordsmith to begin with) and I find it extremely hard to express things I feel exactly. I'm happy because I'm enjoying my art. But I'm unhappy because my art is constantly being seen and judged. Add to this the sense that my old friends are ignoring me on purpose and the recent happenings with my family...I'm pretty stressed.
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- Am I that bad a person?
- Am I misinterpreting, is this a misunderstanding? ...
- maybe it's just lack of sleep.
- I can't help but feel everyone's trying to make me...
- I am just doing this to myself, am I not? Or some...
- When was the last time I actually sat down and con...
- You know what's keeping me from killing myself? M...
- I think I know how it feels--every misfortune, eve...
- I'm suddenly terrified ofdoing anything that might...
- Am I just an attention-seeker? My sister recently ...
- I mean, how can I be respected? People don't think...
- I'm sorry for being cryptic but I don't want anyon...
- It seems my blog has become a dark hole of anger a...
- Why do people always not wave back when I wave on ...
- I'm just beginning to realise that one of my frien...
- I feel stranded. Maybe it's that all my friends ar...
- She is ignoring me on purpose. I am sure now. Mayb...
- Not good enough for myself, or for anyone. Everyon...
- anger and insecurity
- more reasons to hate my family and myself
- So apparently my mother's emotional repression is ...
- I'm beginning to realise that outside of one perso...
- I can feel everything pressing on me. I feel like ...
- A list of things that are bothering me 1. I'm squ...
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