Toxicology Society Singapore

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Goddammit why do feelings have to be so messy. I have a crush on a classmate, and I think she knows. She invited me to lunch today and I accepted the invitation. I could be overreading, but maybe I am not. I also made a massive fool of myself in front of her. but that is beside the point. Point is, why does this have to keep happening?

I can't believe I posted the previous post. But I must have written it in one of my more disgruntled moods, and it is an honest post, so I will leave it.

I find it hard to support any cause or cult  that gains followers by belittling those that do not hold the same stance. I find it hard to support any cause that attempts to gain followers by exploiting their fears. Something that does not intend to leave me a choice. Something that had to be drilled into me from youth, something that I began to question once my beliefs were no longer being force-fed to me.

For the last time. I just don't believe in God and I am unable to. I just can't. I am unable to believe in something I have absolutely no evidence of the existence of. Isn't that normal?