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1.7.12

I'm latent death

I just don't like to please people, I guess? It might be an instinct for my personal freedom, freedom of fate.

Sometimes, I find, I disagree with others or specifically avoid following their advice just to show them they have no control over my decisions. I hate being predictable. I do not want others to pre-empt my decisions; I'm not a machine running commands, not a function processing variables to produce calculable outcomes.

I'm a free person, an outcome of the fundamental chaos of my molecules, of the molecules of the lineage that begot me, sparked in a broiling sea of lightning billions of years ago.

(...how did my small rant about hype aversion and hate for advice turn into that?)