i do wish

I very much envy those who are satisfied by simple things, easily-won things. I want to be able to have a good meal and feel blessed for it. Buy something I want and celebrate rather than drown in guilt.

Those who treasure the physical must live in a world of pleasures; for them joy is as simple as a sight or a smell. Anchored, in a sense.

My happiness is never anchored. I lose it when I'm looking away. But then perhaps my happiness is more sublime. I would not know, really.