I'm realising I really dislike being one who follows--a mere rider of trends.
I want to make the trends. I want to start things. I want to give them what no one's imagined before.
I say I hate being a leader; really I want to lead as the spark, not the wind that fans the flames.
The yoke of obligation off my shoulders at last, I find the world seems so much wider! I am no longer insecure; I embrace respect for my fellows; I feel powerful! I should rest now, rest more because the waking hours are more precious than before.