When the first thing you do when you wake up in the morning after a night without nightmares is cry, you know you're taking things badly.

The fact is. I can't do this. How do you get over someone for whom you feel to this extent? Now, I'm sure that's the thing about heartbreak that makes it so difficult--that you're being forced to give up on a love you were so certain about.

I feel so dead inside, I no longer know if I'm really alive.