Going through the usual motions, "does he ever notice me" "am I too ugly for consideration" "can he tell I'm looking" "does he like someone else". Even though I have no intention of getting attached. Logically. Of course my attraction wants otherwise.
Thankfully it's all relatively mild. I just hope no one realises before it's gone.
I'll only start friendship-extension efforts after this has cooled down.
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13.10.13
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