I just cried because I read my friend's status and was so envious.
Yeah look, now I'm blogging every time I cry, wow.
I think I've done the right thing in hiding their posts, whatever it means I'm missing. I can't ask them to change their habits for me, can I? But seeing the things they write is hurting all the same.
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- Sigh waiting this out is getting pretty tough. I j...
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- I feel unsafe in my own. Around my own sister. How...
- HOW MANY TIMES do I have to remind myself not to s...
- So, it's been about a month. Two to go, if my body...
- just want to be alone with myself...don't want to ...
- I feel terribly unhealthy.
- Going through the usual motions, "does he ever not...
- Just want to be able to relax and not worry for on...
- Please, please make me hate you.
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- OK stop, anxiety. It's tough enough as it is deali...
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- Dammit traitorous dreams. I went into panic when I...
- Ok why should I keep quiet about it any longer, I ...
- I mean, I've got to be terribly selfish to think a...
- And why do I find it so hard to thank people? Why ...
- when can I be happy again?
- I want to love what I'm doing. Like my friends do....
- Maybe what I need is a good beating. Maybe I just ...
- Hey, just to document it, there's a penknife on th...
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- another pointless post but
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