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3.10.11

the same old disease

Is it too much to ask, to be famed for my skill? To be able to do something and know I'm good at it?

I am covetous by nature. Covetous especially of those close to me. The closer they are, the more I wish I were equal to them. Or better still, better.

I hate that I have no solid proof of whatever "talents" people claim I have.