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7.6.12

hating

I do hate. I hate intensely.

In my imagination, I will crush people to death, rip them open from a precise point in their abdomen. I imagine buildings falling upon them so they'll die with no one to see them die.

Sometimes I kill myself in my imagination too, but that's a different matter entirely.

I want to murder; I want to strangle most often of all. I almost did, once, it was my mother.

I must confess, some people have me raging to injure and maim them from the moment I catch sight of them. Thankfully I can appear only mildly perturbed, or at least I hope I do.