I think I just made an enemy of my grandmother. But what can I do. I hate her. All I fear is that--seeing that she has power in the household--she will find ways to stick it to me. Maybe more chilli in the food or turning up the volume in the living room while I'm using the computer. Funny, that's how we communicate in my family.

Posting to Facebook: test

Hopefully this works :o

worry

I feel like one of my friends suddenly dislikes me. Everything she does seems to suggest so. It worries me. I think I might know what offended her, too. Damn it. I guess I'm just not a good friend for her.

Also, I'm sorry that everything on this blog has to be about my insecurities or anger because I have nothing much else worth writing about that doesn't go on one of my other blogs (writing, art, etc.).

I mean seriously. Do you really think I'd gladly put up with an hour-long conversation with you, a person I have never trusted? It's not that I can't think of more tactful ways to phrase "FUCK OFF" but it's not worth the energy.

It's not that I'm a person who keeps private information tightly cloistered in my mind. I just don't want to give you the impression that I trust you. You in particular.

SHUT UP SHUT UP I DON'T WANT TO TALK WITH YOU

GAAHHH TESSA DAMMIT JUST CLOSE THE WINDOW AND GO DO YOUR OWN STUFF. YOU DON'T HAVE TO ENTERTAIN PEOPLE JUST BECAUSE THEY STARTED TALKING. WHY CAN'T I WALK AWAY.