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27.5.12

love-hate

Sometimes I don't initially realise how much I hate someone. Sometimes I go straight from believing that I love them to downright hating them. And at the same time. I like and hate them. Different parts of them--surprising how the most lovely and most abhorrent of features can cohabit within the one same person.

I don't like this; I wish I'd just learn to mind my own business sometimes, and stop concerning myself with the actions and opinions of others. Why so hard to unmarry my feelings from people outside of myself?

18.5.12

damn girlcrushes

Today made me realise that even after getting into a (heterosexual) relationship, I'm still not over her...this is getting somewhat worrying. And I think this means I've liked her for almost five years.

6.5.12

5.5.12

remembering something

starlight strays in rain-stained rays
where moonlight splays on floors
murdered days of Junes and Mays
when dreams sleep by the doors